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aku sedang dilanda bosan tahap dewa ni. meluat tul dgn ketua aku ni, slalu la wat aku camni. tertunggu tunggu dia assign keje kt aku. the weirdest thing about this company is, kalu free terlalu free sampai x tau nk watpe, tp kalu sampai time bz nye smp x sempat b'napas. mcm 2nd updt yg aku wat utk research manual of industrial law, rs mcm nk pecah kepala otak semate2 nk kejar deadline. last wk kalu x salah, aku & ellie confront ketua aku tu bgtau dia kitorg x puas ati dgn care dia 'delegate' keje among team members. biase nye aku & ellie la yg dia pinggirkan, mcm dia sengaja biar kitorg t'kapai2. mase kitorg ckp dgn dia tu, spt biase she's in her defensive way of telling us her resonable reasons for taking those actions. aku & ellie maleh nk b'balah lame2 dgn dia sbb xde pekdah pon wat camtu. after the confrontation she changed a bit on the way she delegates the work to all except me. aku rs mcm dia sengaja wat camtu, just to jeopardize my reputation & performance here. takut aku gugat kedudukan dia gamaknye, bkn nak ckp besar la tp among all team members i usually complete a task in a shorter period & with high accuracy. aku bknnye gile kuase cam dia, aku tahu kemampuan aku but i'm sure if i were given a chance to lead my own team, i'll do my best to ensure that everything is well-organised. it's true that when you lead a group of people you cant guarantee 100% satisfaction from all, mesti ade one or two yg x puas ati sbb kite manusia - we tend to do mistake here and there, there's no such thing as perfect human being except for the prophets.
i've made up my mind, if the same situation goes on till the end of the month i'll raise this issue to the management. if possible i'll ask the mgmt to re-allocate me to other team, since my current team has the most members compared to other teams. kalu lame2 x wat pape, susah le gua nak claim gaji lebey mase salary review in aug/sept nanti ;o)